I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008


Tell me my next move.

Is anyone out there?
Does anyone want to help?

"Are you there, God?
It's me, Carissa..."

I need an intervention.
From God..
Or someone.
Or something.

Anything out there that's listening.
Actually listening.

I don't know what to do next.

Roll the dice.
Spin the wheel.
Flip over that card you're holding.
Let me pass GO & collect my $20 already.

Just move me from this spot.
Move me back a bit.
Move me far forward.

Move me somewhere new and exciting.

Anywhere but here.

Being stuck in this moment is unsettling.
Not knowing my next move,
my next living situation,
my plans for the future,
who really IS in my life,
and where things really stand...
It's sending me in circles.

I can't continue doing circles.
I get dizzy far too quickly.

So help me out here.

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