I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Listen UP.

I don't like to be viewed as "convenient".


I am NOT a convenience.

However, some people don't seem to get that.

For example:

"Car, you're so cool to talk to.... [when it's convenient for me]
"I miss you... [because I don't have anyone else to miss]
"Come over and hang out with me... [since I'm bored]


I'm not stupid.

I'm not your back-up plan. I'm not a distraction. I'm not the "side-girl", "side-friend", "side-attraction", when all else fails. I'm not the last resort.

If I'm any of that to anyone, they are nothing to me. From now on. End of story.

Because I'm sick of being there for people to vent to, laugh with, play emotion-games with... and then the minute I need anything in return, they aren't there. It's bullshit! and quite frankly, I'm too good for it.

Why don't people get that?!?!?!

(Side-note: CA in 9)

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