I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Ghosts.


I don't understand why everyone in my life has disappeared.

I used to feel like people cared a lot more...
My phone used to blow up...
I used to get IM's and emails all the time...
People down here used to want to hang out ALL the time...

Now, all at the same time, everyone is too busy to even say "hi".
or to respond back to me.
or give me a call.
or just a text.
(it takes 5 seconds)
or try to hang out.
or ANYTHING.

Everyone has found new people and forgotten about me, I think.

Even when I'm leaving, I can't get people who once spent all their time with me to drop an hour from their day to see me, over the people they will be able to see once I'm gone.

EVERYONE is gone.

What the hell did I do????

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