I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Rainstorms.

Driving through the thick, heavy downpour, watching other cars swerve in and out of lanes trying to avoid an almost-inevitable collision, i turned up the stereo to drown out the rain, and all I could think about was where I'd rather be at that exact moment... Who I'd rather be with... How easy it was to replace my current situation with one I'd concocted in my imagination... & how depressing it was to be sitting in traffic on the Causeway, trapped in one of the worst rainstorms I've been over water for, and knowing my thoughts would only remain in my head...

Day-dreaming sucks when you know that reality is the farthest thing from what you want, but it's absolutely inescapable.

It's days like this that make me wish I could lie in bed all day , snuggled up next to someone I undoubtedly can't get enough of, wrapped in layers & layers of blankets, with the only noises being the rain pouring down outside the open window, and the faint beating of each other's hearts pounding as we lie entangled in one another... No work, no school, no hectic agenda... Nowhere to be... Except for there with each other. A lazy day. A rainy day. Perfection.

Not this day.

Damn.

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