I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

These words are my diary, screaming out loud.

But someday we'll all be old

And I'll be so damn beautiful
Meanwhile I'll hide my head
Here in this paper bag

I'm a girly-girl. I pretend that I'm not sometimes, and other times, I announce it proudly. Romance novels and glasses of wine are my ultimate weakness. I'm a sure addict of Grey's Anatomy and Private Practice. I'm pretty caught up in General Hospital, and I would absolutely love to be a soap actress. Laugh all you want... It's what I fantasize about. No joking around. Getting/giving myself pedicures puts me such a fantastic mood. I love getting dressed up, just as much as I love to don a pair of sweats and watch chick-flicks and silly romantic movies. Watching Extreme Makeover: Home Edition makes me bawl like a baby... No lie. I sob. I'm not ashamed to cry about things. I own too many shoes, clothes and jewelery, and I don't ever wear 2/3 of it... But I find excuses to keep them all. I'm a sucker for puppies, babies and bubble baths. McDreamy and Tom Brady top my list, and I named my GPS after a character on one of my shows. Bring me roses or chocolate and my heart is won over. Candles... Big fan.

I am a girly-girl in so many ways... and in so many ways, I'm not. I have many fronts and I have many attributes that stem from the different labels that compose my individual person. Some days, I love grunge and other days, I prefer the "rock'n'roll" idea/label/style/existence. Sometimes the only thing I need are a good pair of pajamas, a bowl of popcorn, a beer and the television. Other times, I like pretending I'm someone different.

Today, I'm a girly-girl.

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