I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

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Monday, May 19, 2008

If you wanna hear God laugh, tell him your plans..

Barefoot in a cotton dress, dark hair in a tangled mess

And a head full of crazy dreams
She said
I'm going to California
A place where the sun always shines
I'm goin to California
And I'm leavin everything behind...
Stars burn like candles on that two-lane highway
She made her wish, and disappeared.
-Kenny Chesney-

I'm waiting for things to fall into place...
Then I'm ditching the East Coast and moving west.
New beginnings. New faces. New lives.
I'm leaving the drama and past behind.
I only have room in my car for good music, good energy, a few belongings, and myself.

I'm watching my dreams spark into realities.

This could be the start of everything I always knew existed,
but never thought I'd be able to have or find.

I am going after the world...
and rest assured, I will have it all.

I'm taking a chance,
This could be different..
This could be all I've waited for.

Goin' to California, yes
To resurect my soul
The sun is always shinin', shinin'
Or atleast that's what I'm told
I'm goin' to California
There's a better life for me, yes
Goin' to California
I'll write and tell you what I see
I'm goin' to California
Somebody say a prayer for me

Its just that
im sick this
sick of here
sick of everyone
and everything around
lets just start over now
somewhere else
the coastal city - such a view
and you wont regret a thing
its not like something is keeping you from me
and you wont miss a thing
about this place
about today
so turn the music down
im tired of talking really loud
i got just one last thing to say
lets just drive across the country
just drive me to the coast..
-The Secret Handshake-

Come on and we'll sing, like we were free
Push the pedal down watch the world around fly by us
Come on and we'll try, one last time
I'm off the floor one more time to find you
And here we go there's nothing left to choose
And here we go there's nothing left to lose
So I packed my car and I headed east
Where I felt your fire and a sweet release
There's a fire in these hills that's coming down
And I don't know much but I found you here
And I can not wait another year
Don't know where you're coming from but you're coming soon.
-Mat Kearney-


Don't you DARE undermine my intelligence.


I called this shit from the get-go, and I was right all along.
Fuck-up's like you need to realize that I'm way too damn good for your pathetic asses,
& quit while you are ahead. Don't waste my time.

Guys who play girls are pieces of shit.
Guys who under-estimate the girl they try to play?!

are the real losers.

Fuckin' liars.
& to think I tried to "be friends" with someone like that,
and actually made a few efforts...

Forgiveness only goes so far.
After that, common sense has to step in and draw the line.

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