I've created & kept this blog to compile the thoughts, dreams and wisdom that I've discovered from others or merely written myself. This blog is, in a sense, an expression of everything that is me.. Whether I wrote it or not. The most recent entries are a series of quotes, lyrics and videos.. But travel back through the archives and you'll delve deep into my heart, through my own words.

To those who I've quoted or borrowed from: Thank you for being beautiful.. for deeply inspiring me in one way or another. I hope you find that I've used your material in an appropriate fashion.. I try always to cite my sources. I take NO credit for that which is not my own.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Going Against Previous Entries..

Funny how much some of us yearn for closure for so long.. Only to get it and wish it had remained unknown.

Once something is buried, it shouldn't be unsurfaced.

If you could actually find out the truths of your past, when it REALLY came down to it.. would you really want to know? Or would you rather continue pretending to know, because it sounds so much better than the reality??

Memories change when things come out. Memories that, until truth strikes, meant so much to reflect upon.

I'd rather pretend. Contradicting everything I usually write about, I know. I beg for answers and plead for clarity more than the average person even cares about... Yet here I am, finally having answers to things that haunted me for so long.. & instead of being happy, I'm sitting here wishing that I could still be wondering and pretending and lacking any closure at all.

Some things are better left unsaid, unresolved, unknown.

Leave the past at what it really is... Past. A learning experience. Milestones. Nothing more.

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